I shall over come one day ....... all alone.

I wonder if this is a psychological problem with me, or it is normal for individuals to be like this. With a ‘highly’ useless and unproductive job and the hat-trick of failures (duration: last 1000 days) in the pathway of long cherished MBA dreams, I feel the need of some external factor, guidance of motivation to get going. Disappointments, ‘ohh’s and ‘ahh’s are ok, I am ok with it, and are expected after all. But the trouble area is the shaken faith and belief. Being passively mocked and snubbed for the failures is normal and not new, but now the self belief has taken a beating and that’s a problem.

I need somebody, someone who understands me and can honestly say to me: ‘I believe in you, and you will do it one day. Just DON’T give up.’ I hope that’s not being unreasonable. I think support is something that drives an individual, helps him face the failures. I never purchased it, too mean to support someone, too selfish to encourage someone. And thus, appropriately, I am suffering.

Let us get going and see how it concludes, for one thing is a surety that lack of encouragement might not be a ‘strength’ but it will not be a ‘threat’ either. I shall get there one day!!

I (not We) shall overcome one day!!